I can start by saying I do not regret for one second not going away. I had a wonderful opportunity Saturday to hold my grandpa’s hand and talk to him alone for almost an hour. We talked about really deep, heavy direct stuff. It was such a fulfilling conversation. I cried so much and it’s all part of the process so I have to stop feeling so bad about crying. My moment for you 44 May Flowers after I brought them in. My cousin and Aunt have been placing May flowers on my door each May 1st for a few years now.
I am sooo glad you had sweet times this w’end with your grandpa, that’s wonderful. # 44 is from my trip ( mad dash, really!) to Barnes and Noble with Asa to get something he’s been wanting with a gift cert. he got for his B-Day. I love books…and muddy boots…: )
xoxox ~ A.